if you ever need me

''there's no one that can keep the dream out of your heart, and when you fall apart, just hold your head up high''

i hope you know how important you are. i can't imagine this world without every single one of your beautiful faces. If you ever need someone to talk to, about anything, know that i'm here for you. 

1:17 am

tattoos

ok so i have this idea in my mind that i have to tell someone about or ill forget it, i know i will. 

someday, when I get married, I want to get corresponding tattoos with my husband. on my left hand (maybe my wrist or inside of my finger, but wherever we agree on) ill get 'yin' because it's the feminine side of yin-yang and yin is said to be the left side. my husband will get 'yang' on his right side, which is said to be the masculine side, and masculinity is the yang of yin-yang. and then he's my yang and I'll be his yin. and if people say it's stupid because what if we divorce, it'll be ok because I'll just tell them that I'm looking for my other half; I'm looking for my yang. and it will still be meaningful because a) it'll represent the balance that I have within myself and my knowledge of who I am, and b) it'll always remind me of something that at one point I wanted, and of someone who i loved.